May 21st, 2006

Icy Background

Just a passing phase, one of my bad days..?

I've been really depressed today. I woke up from a nightmare at just after half eight in the morning, then went back to sleep until 1. Revision hasn't been too good, and I've just been lacking energy to do anything. I haven't quite lost the will to eat, but I've certainly lost the will to take care of myself properly. I just don't know what to believe anymore.... I want to be happy, and I certainly could be, but there's one little thing missing. It wouldn't be right to talk about it here, though, as I would certainly upset the person who it's about. Since I can't talk about my feelings on LiveJournal anymore, I have nowhere to turn to right now. So I must keep it all inside me somehow until Tuesday, when all will be revealed.

How did it all go so wrong?
It was meant to be good...

"Isn't this where...."