March 8th, 2006

Icy Background

All I see turns to brown, as the sun burns the ground...

And my eyes fill with sand, as I scan this wasted land
Trying to find, trying to find where I’ve beeen.

My head hurts... Today has not been a good day so far. But let's start with yesterday - that's why I'm feeling like I am.

Yesterday I met Viv from work as usual, and I was expecting that she'd be sleeping over at mine as we'd planned. She wasn't feeling so good, though, so wanted to sleep at hers. That way she'd be able to get lots of sleep instead of being kicked out of bed at 7:00 for my 9:00 lecture. So I ended up hanging around with Viv for several hours and not getting home until about 12:30, I guess... I eat tea at about 1:00 am, then I pretty much passed out. I had the foresight to clear my bed and lie down, at least. I wanted to have a shower, though, so I'm a tad annoyed about that.

I woke up at about 3:30 am with the most painful cramp in my leg that you can imagine. It was so bad that I nearly swore, and I never swear. So I then got properly ready for bed and passed out again.

I so didn't want to get up this morning! I was 10 minutes late for my lecture and I didn't have time to get ready properly, either... The two lectures I just had didn't make much sense to my aching brain, so thank goodness I only have Professional Issues left... think General Studies.

Alas, I have to sing this afternoon. Absolute Harmony are going to be busking outside Crosslands from about 5.00 to 6.00, I think it is. I need to find some time to go over my music, darnit! I also need to revise for my CS1111 (Logic stuff) mid-term test on Friday.
What I really want to do is cuddle up to Viv and go to sleep.

And just to make it worse, I got my lecture times wrong - instead of two hours now to relax and then see Viv, I have one hour. And she's busy until the second hour.

And then! Then I have the ****ing Staff-Student ****ing Committee meeting! I had no idea that it was today, I've done no preparations for it, and, to make it even worse, Adrian, the other first year rep, is in hospital. So I'm alone.

Screw this, I want sleep/drugs/Viv/more chocolate/a hug.

I usually finish my posts off with "Good x", where x takes the value of the time of day, i.e. x = {"Morning", "Afternoon", "Day", "Evening", "Night"}. Today, I really don't feel like it.